Hello everybody, my name is Storm (You may have known me as David). I was a frequent visitor to Throssel Hole between 1992 and 1996 and a regular at my local SRMG in Aberdeen, Scotland. At the time I was very drawn to become a monk, but never did so. I have had a bit off a love-hate relationship to the OBC, its teachings and zazen over the years and every so often return to it. This forum is really helping me put some ghosts to rest and to get on with my life!